Fair Warning. This is very personal and very NSFW or anywhere prudish. I feel no shame for my feelings and desires. They are what makes me. Carry on!
When I was young, so very young and scarily innocent, I was rather certain what I liked. I liked guys my own age who were comfortable around other guys. I was also pretty certain that this was something that you didn’t talk about with other guys, other people, especially your own parents!
But I also knew that it was out there even if it was strictly undercover, so to speak. Long before Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell, we had don’t ask, don’t tell, seriously don’t tell and don’t even hint about it. People could be very obnoxious, and I didn’t have any great desire to look for trouble. However, that didn’t mean we didn’t have ways of finding out more about a cute lad that may have caught one’s eye.
I had my neighborhood friends to play and swim with. I always suggested skinny-dipping! Swimming in the nude! Hallelujah! “Accidentally” copping a feel while playing Marco Polo. And feeling their dick get hard between your butt cheeks while wrestling with a friend. Yes, skinny-dipping is so much fun when you’re young and gay and exploring the nature of your friends.
I was 13, he was a few months younger. We had both been swimming and playing hard. and, as young pubescent boys do, we also got hard, particularly when we were close to one another. We teased each other about it which usually only made the problem harder, so to speak.
Eventually we both made our way inside and headed upstairs to take a shower. The house was completely empty. considering the size of the place and how many brothers I had, this was very unusual.
As I said, it was a large, old house, and the hot water heater would fade after about a shower or two so I suggested we take one together. I’ve been showering with my younger brothers for years, so this didn’t seem overtly sexual, just the normal state of affairs to save hot water. But I’ve got to tell you, sex was in the back of my mind now!
G was so very cute. His body seemed so perfect. So much like my own but only fractionally smaller. I couldn’t believe how good-looking he was as we stood before the mirror getting undressed while comparing each other’s bodies. yes, I caught him looking and smiling every once in a while!
I got the shower ready and heated up the water and then he got in with me. It was a good size standalone shower with plenty of room for two people in it. We took it in turn soaping up and then I decided to take a chance.
I asked him if he would soap and wash my back, volunteering to wash his in return. He looked at me, smiled and said, yes, after only a momentary hesitation. he was pretty good about washing my back, I must say. If this was as far as we were going to go, I was all ready somewhat satisfied.
And then he turned around so I could wash his. As he turned, I glanced down and his cock was sticking straight out and up. I had no idea it could get so big! It was almost identical to mine. But he turned around like this was perfectly normal and I took up the bar of soap and washcloth and took to his back. my God, it was so lovely and smooth. My fingers felt almost electric touching his skin!
My eager hands works the length of his back gradually dropping lower to that lovely but of his, occasionally teasing the top of his butt crack with a finger or two. his head dropped a little bit, he sighed, and pushed his butt a little closer to my hand. This was the sort of sign I was looking. Soon I was washing/caressing his sweet cheeks. My hsnds gradually wandered around to his lovely cock and balls. I stood behind him, wrapped my arms around the front of his chest and hugged him to me tightly then kissed him on the back of his neck.
This was one of those moments when I began to realize just how intense sex and sexual attraction could make a body feel! It was almost painful in its magnificent priapasm. And yet my raging cock quickly became the last thing on my mind.
I turned him around. I was an inch or two taller, leaned into him hugged him tightly to my chest as if never daring to let go, eyes closed the entire time in case when I opened them it would all have vanished as if an errant dream.
Then, to my utter delight, he reached and took hold of my cock. At first he grabbed it so firmly and tightly but I felt like I had been stuck in a trap. then, suddenly as he had grabbed it so firmly, he relaxed and his hand became so soft and gentle as it caressed my cock. His fingers and soft palm fondled and toyed with me. In that moment I knew that we would have a great deal of fun together in the future.
Meanwhile, I lost it. I dropped to my knees and pushed him against the shower wall, the water spray playing across my back. And I inhaled him. It was as if I was trying to make his cock and balls a part of my body. I sucked and I licked and I squeezed his ass in my hands while I pushed his crotch into my face. Did I mention that this was the first time I’ve ever actually done anything like this outside of my own fantasies? Oh, yes, this was my first, and it was magnificent!
I teased and played with him till the water in the shower started to cool. At some point my fingers, while they were playing with his ass, slipped to his lovely pucker. I barely touched it and he came. he said something about being worried if he came in my mouth, and I grabbed his ass and swallowed his cock is it jerked in what had been my virgin mouth.
I stood up and he looked a little worried , and tried to apologize for coming in my mouth. I kept insisting that that was fine by me and he could do it anytime he wanted. He smiled , then reached over and grabbed my cock, still so very hard. He took my balls in his other hand and started to squeeze while muttering, wow, under his breath.
Then, I held my breath, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. I guess that clinched the deal. I was young, and I really haven’t had that many orgasms up till now, mostly when I was masturbating and a couple of times with a jack off buddy I had made at school. As I said, it clinched the deal. I came harder and more copiously than I had ever done in my short life. No, I didn’t decide I was gay, I just decided that if I was going to have sex with anybody in my life, it was going to be with guys like me whenever the opportunities were presented. I still loved looking at girls and how beautiful they were, but now I found myself wishing that they had cocks concealed under their petticoats.
Meanwhile, was that NSFW? Yes. Did I say suck and a bunch of other naughty words? Goodness mercy, yes! I’m sorry I didn’t mean to be so scandalous. What I meant to say that I took my friends cock in my mouth, sucked on their balls licked their glans and tried to stick my tongue down the little slit at the top while encouraging them to come in my mouth! Better? Certainly more descriptive of the moment and how I felt. I’ll take blunt honesty when I can get away with it.
And that, my friends, was the second time I had ever swallowed the sword. If I haven’t told you the story of the first time, we will get to it soon.
Till then, enjoy your life and don’t be ashamed of it.